?Wednesday, August 23, 2006
met huihui den go sch lo .`
so sian can ;
everyday do the same old tink .
pple owaes say i nvr blog !
now i come lerh larhs =x
forget wad actually happened liaos ..
dEN after sch go h0me take tinks blabla ~
den go kyrenebaobei hse
after tAd go stadium lurhs .
SIANS !!!
after running suddenly was damn damn moodless `
i dontknow why ; just a sudden rewind feeling .
thot of the past ..
kipp listening to tad song & kipp tink tink tink .
tink till so fan larhs `
budden still managed to carry a smile xDden tell my bogeiDEAR pei me go out relax ?
l0ls , i treat her eat ice-cream ;D`
she like a babby can , my cute bogei . HAHAS !`
den went bak inside the stadium ..
hrms ; feeling getting worse .
was tinking more .
after tad went h0me witt xinyi tricia kaileng`
i alighted same stop as kaileng .
c0s i wana walk h0me alone`
wasnt tad far anyway .
walk verh verh verh slow .
1 step by 1step den was tinking alot of tinks .
relationships sisters family & wad ms tanBS t0ld me.`
went home bathe oso tinking . raghhs ~
it aint w0rthy ,
but i wasnt sure if i still l0ves him.
it hav been so l0ng`
sumtimes i do hate him &
sumtimes i do love him .
arghhs !
sisters ; dere are fake&real .
real sisters will be dere f0r yoos NO MATTER WAD .
i appreciated ; wad about dem ?
nvm , forget it .
it just makes me suffer`
family ; dey DONT understands .
yes , ms tan say mayb dey dont know how to express it.
but i cld really clarify tad they DONT !
everybody is changing .
i want to cherish those who cared&appreciated
but im not going to cherish myself `
mstan says i shld love myself before i cld love others`
i dont understand wads the point .~
but i appreciated tad she is willing to waste her time&
listen to me everytime .. & i l0ve her more than anytink esle
THE END